So, I'm in Georgia and it is PRIDE weekend - which is a big deal to my friends.
I feel a little btw at this point. I mean I was coming here for PRIDE. I know that. But TTC is much bigger for me than another celebration. Of course, it's more important to me than it is to my friends. I have a lot more personally vested in a positive result.
I am trying to follow all the advice that I have been given. But some is hard - for example, "don't stress over the details - the ones that want it too much, don't conceive" - words from my doctor. Um, yeah, right... because that makes me feel confident. That might be great words of wisdom for a couple, just let nature take it's course. However, when you're single and doing this on your own without having sex, you have to be more proactive!!! Nature isn't going to take any course... There is no "oops, I'm pregnant" possible.
This time isn't any easier than the last. I had thought that the awkwardness of discussing the mechanics of all this would be done. I mean we've done this before. But it's still very hard for me to discuss this with S. I feel very much out of my depth.
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